THINGS TO DO...
bring shoe to paint and fire
get bagels and i don't have a pinata- leave at 7:15
bring money/ how much for leroy selmons?
plan chris' party
collect money for laurel rob and i
get beer
half day tomorrow
go to the beach
natures finest- meet with manager friday
SGA
summer meetings/with whole school and lyndsey
softball for john, just practices?
ice...
CAR/license
call for appointment when dad comes home.

This weekend was iight. Friday was fun. Rob, Laurel, Lyndsey and I basically planned out Rob's little party and it worked out perfectly. Lots of fun drama and too drunk people made it sweet. Lynz, Megan, and Laurel slept over, minus the sleeping part for Laurel and I. We talked a lot instead which was cool, I love Laurel. Saturday we went to the market, and the mall, and then I slept the rest of the day until Chris, Elliot and I went to Woody's for suppa. Sunday I chilled with my family until we went to Arigatos which was good, and then we went to Say Anything. It was fun, they were good, but their set was like 2 seconds long which was lame.

I'm tired and pissed off cause softball sucks. I think I am going to the Chinese food place in a little bit.



( Party )

Fuck tonight and last night were so fucking chill.....
Last night I went to see hot fuzz with the crew and then after I drank my super vodka and got too drunk, and then we went back to Laurel's house with Lyndsey and Missy and I vomited a few times, but it turned out to be okay. Then Carson got home and he helped me out and I helped him out. And we laid in his bed and talked about how it's alright that we're not having sex even after all this time, and it felt good to be loved. Today was our nine month.
And today, Laurel and I volunteered all day at the Green Thumb festival, and it was fun, we made shit for the kiddies and wondered around looking at jewelry and plants. After that, we went on the boat with Cars, Grant, & Will and met up with a bunch of people which was reaaally fun. I love the boat.  I love Laurel.
And then later we went to Skitch's birthday party at Nica's house. OKAY coolest party I have ever been to, EVER. They hotboxed the treehouse, above the huge tarp and tent that you could lay on, and across from the pool where there were of course the drunken skinny dippers. It was so fun. And I sipped on Sparks while Carson chugged orange liquer, and while Laurel hit the bong AGAIN and while against me was jammin. So mother fucking chill. 
So tomorrow Carson and I are volunteering again and then I have softball practice for this new team I'm on which should be interesting and fun. 

Things are coming together, I guess. I miss a lot of things still. But nobody puts in any effort so I will not fret. 
I need the smell of summer, I need its noises in my ears. Though it will be boring, I need the rest.